ok i know i have not been blogging much lately
well it is not that i do not want to blog
but i am some one packed
firstly , i was caught up with stomach flu which cause me to lay down on my bed for more then 3 days
secondly, i have to meet up my friends
so i was rather busy and hardly have any time to blog
the reason why i blog today is because i have nothing better to do and so i decided to refresh my blog.
went to orchard on wednesday with Adam,Gayshy,Danny, Angie, Ynez,Ynez cousin kenneth,Emily .
we were suppose to meet at *12pm sharp* at orchard mrt station
but well u guys know who always come late
so who were to one that reached on time ?
me and danny of course
thinking that everyone is going to be extremely late( which really did happened)
danny and me went to paragon as i wanted to take a look at the A/X t shirts
to be honest the shirt that A/X have for this season isn't really my type
so decided to give up my A/X dreams
after which ynez called up and said she reached already
so we rushed back to the mrt station to meet her
well others are still on the way there
in total we waited for more then 1hour for everyone to be here
so we went on to fareast plaza
Ynez told me that my face looked rather "yellow"
so i think it may be because of my stomach flu that cause me to look like that
thinking that nothing would happened, we continued our way to fareast plaza
On the way there i could feel my stomach aching really badly already
perhaps i hadn't have my lunch yet
so we went on to a thai restaurant to have our lunch
well i was kinda picky at that time
couldn't really eat much of the stuffs there
so i ordered pineapple rice without seafood
hmm the pricing was quite reasonable
and it was delicious too
went on to Ynez favourite shop ( ok for all of a sudden, i forgot what is the name of the shop)
SUDDENLY, my stomach acted up
i needed a toilet!
so i figured that my stomach flu is not recovered at all
so decided to head home as i don wan to go to any of the public toilets again
sry guys , i left u all there :'(
hope to meet up soon again :D
it have been quite some time since i last posted a post in my blog
well we will have to consider that the previous post was a post for me to vent my anger
ok ok time for me to talk a little bit about me
it have been 1 month since the first day i started work in sembawang ticket office
well speaking of which, i have recieved my pay !
looking at the amount that i have earned,
it really make u feel so pleased
as ur hard work finally paid off !
well even though there are many things happening to me,
but looking at the sum of money that i have earned just seem to push away every other thing.
well i know i am obsess by money
but isn't money something that cause the world to go round and round ?
so being obsess is definitely not a big issue here!
in order to pamper myself with the hard work i have put in,
i bought myself a crumpler bag ( rustle bunny)
and a W910i which i have long wanted it
i know u guys may be curious as to why didn't i buy the iphone i wanted ?
well simply because it is way too expensive
what i meant was the monthly payment of the bill
with a minimun payment of 50+ which exclude the phone call and sms u made
it would cost a bomb every single month
it is as if a living bomb!
so decided to give up my plan for i phone and bought myself a w910i
tmr is going to be my last day of work in sembawang ticket office
if u were to ask me whether am i going to miss that place,
i would definitely say YES.
all the friends i know, colleagues and customers
so many of them !
how can i forget them!?
well life still moves on, u may not know what would happen tmr or the day after tmr!
so lets just count the steps that we have made in our life
Going to orchard tmr with my best friend
going to treat him crystal jade ...
well i know it is going to cost me a bomb
but what to do ?! i promised him already
Will be going back to robinsons to find my old colleagues
gonna buy my fragrants there too !
hope there would be some discount for me ><
ok gotta blast
update my blog some days later !
for more then 2 years, i dare not cut my hair to the shortest
but today...
ONE STUPID FCKING MORON CUT MY FCKING HAIR !
i told that moron to trim my hair and don cut
but he did otherwise
CCB u don understand english is it ?!
nabei pua chee bye
now u cut my hair until like arh beng
and fcking damn short
how are u going to pay back ?!
IT TAKE FCKING TIME TO GROW
AND FOR UR INFORMATION MY HAIR GROW SUPER DAMN SLOW!
now u tell me what can i do ?!
buy fake hair and wear?!
NABEI PUA CHEE BYE!
u messed up with the wrong guy dude
i know i was super direct when i comment about the way u cut
BUT LOOK AT IT ! U RUINED MY HAIR !
FCKER
CCB!
Am i fortunate or am i not ?
things just keep happening , and i do not know whether i am blissed to be in this family .
problems doesn't seem to leave my house alone
it just seem to be an unending terror and fear staying in this house
is this how a "Home" should be like ?
i know everyone would say,"No" but what can i do ?
i am born in this family and no matter how hard i try , i will still be in this family.
so what do i do ?
hang myself ? or even commit suicide ?
nay i am not going to do such a thing
i will just let "Fate" do his job
i have ever wondered whether did i commit something really bad in my pass
that cause me to suffer now
but i think it is just nonsense
lets think about it, u may did something rong in the past
but all those are in the past
So lets just fck this thing called "Fate"
However to think about it deeply
my family isn't really the worst as compared to others
i still have a caring and good mummy
she is who i am living for
i wan to make her to most fortunate mummy when i grow up
recently she said we should go on a trip
and i told her wan to go to hokkaido as i wanted to be there long ago.
She just agreed to it and said we shall go ,
but we do not know when we are going .
called the travel agency about the fare
and we thought that it is better to go down to one of the travelling package exhibition
so long live my mum !
i just hope that this would be a successful trip
as we always said we wanted to go but in the end failed to do so.
i am already counting down for the days i have to work
1 more week and i will say fck u too all the stupid customer
speaking of which, one uncle tried to be funny with me
he talked to me as if he is talking to his slave
just imaging how he actually communicated with me
i just wan to say something to the uncle,
" uncle i know where u are staying as i se u quite often nearby my house. So if you are going to make my life difficult, i will make your's living in hell! Just go fck ur mother can ? you are a disgrace to all singaporean and also to all chinese! you should be ashamed on yourself ! Mother fcking chee bye!"
i have more to say , but it is just so hard to put it in words.
maybe beating him up would cool my boiling"volcano" down!
HAHAHA
after so many days of work
i have see so many different types of singaporean
Whether is it kind, weird or crazy
i have seen them all while i was working
Not only that , the languages used is definitely different too
like top up 10 dollars, top 10 dollars, top 10, top 10 doughla
The funniest is change bu ne na, which was spoken by an indian ( not trying to be racist as he spoke to me in tamil)
if i ask me whether have i learn anything from this work,
i would say that i have!
i know how to speak simple malay and somehow understood malay language
not only that i think i am able to pronouce my words much more clearer
well u guys may be thinking why do i even wan to blog this
simply because my contract is going to end by the end of feb
so i just wan to share what i have been through this few days
I do not know wat i am going to do after 28th feb
But all i know is to continue to find a job or to go out every single day
so what to do ? just wait and wait and wait
have been working today
so i do not have the time to hang out with my peeps.
Well even if i have the time, i wouldn't want to go out too.
i just feel so dissapointed with myself,
no girlfriend at all...
So wat is the point to celebrate valentines?
even if we were to celebrate with our friends,
people will just be laughing at you.
Simply because u don have a gal to date with
and had to use the very last resort which is to hang out with your friends.
I know u guys may think that i am retarded,
but i am just so frastrated and pissed off.
I know i am not good looking, neither am i attractive,
but why do other guys that look even worst then me have a girl to date with ?
i intended to buy a bouquet of roses for this coming valentines
and was thinking which gal will be recieving it.
I even intended to be as good looking as possible and to pick up the girl,
and to pass her the bouquet of roses and say ," i love u."
However all this dreams were tarnished
i don even have a girl friend now,
and i feel so pathetic.
Looking at so many couples holding hand and carrying bouquet of roses make me jealous
I really wish i can be like one of them,
but i guess i am just too shitty for gals.
Even if i am not the worst looking guy in the world,
no one would wan me simply because i suck!
So what to do ?
I wanted to beat up the person who created valentines
it just make the singles more fck up!
we already know we are single, but yet this stupid valentines just had to remind us that ," hey u there, u are single don u ever think there will be any girls to accompany u out !"
i guess this is all fated
well not gonna think so much now
cuz i will aim to get a girl before school reopen
i know i am being desperate
but i have been single for quite some times...
Fck u stupid stupid valentines day
Sry for those who really appreciated it ,
but i really hate it !
i woke up reluctantly this morning
my mind were still in the wonderland
had to pull myself back to reality as those are just virtual...
i wish i can just slither to my living room
to think about it, we should bulid a slide which connects from my room to my living room
i know i am being lazy, but it isn't a bad idea after all!
the shaggy appearance were easily spotted by my face
switched on the television and dazzled by the "interesting" television programme
thats what u do when your mind is still fluctuating from the reality and virtual.
i was carried away by the television until the time reaches 11am
instinctively i start preparing for my "war", in which i refer to my job.
i hitched my bag and left my house at around 11.45am
amazingly i arrived just on time
so everything happened just like that same old things that happened every single day
