Time to let everything down
i think i have been holding on to it for quite sometime
The emoness in me show perish once and for all
sry peeps for being too paranoid
I know what to do next
sry for all
Almost out of breath
just too much to handle
thx to yue ming for her help
really appreciated
i think i am going to do what i realy wan
enough is enough
i think i bottle everything up once and for all
Not only have it pulled me down
but the people around me
I wan myself back
i wan to do wat i wan
I wan my LIFE BACK!
know it wasn't right to be emo
but it was beyond my control
never have this happen to me before
first time in my life
Perhaps the 1 week break can pull me back from the dead
this is wat i am
hate me for all i care
because this is my now...
