I'm already in my 20s, perhaps just in the early 20s. Looking back at how much i have been through are just torturous, just how many teens would have been able to survive?
Well i do understand that there is a term in Chinese which says, "Jia jia you ben nan nian de jing" which actually means that every house have its own ups and downs. I should be fortunate as i am not born in a single parent family, but it doesn't really make a difference since my dad doesn't even care about our family. So am i even fortunate? i ever questioned myself.
People may say that they have their close one passed away or even in some illness, perhaps i can think that i am fortunate? Oh wait, lets think my grandpa who took care of my family when we needed pass away on my birthday. Oh and my mummy need to go for an operation, lastly i am inherited with High blood pressure. Wow i am so fortunate! :D
So what if people say they are poor, am i to say that i am fortunate? Come on have you ever had your house splashed by paint by the loanshark, even though your family are not in need of money other that that retard? Oh and did the police came to your door and say, "knock knock! i am here again!" telling you that they need one of your family member for investigation?
There are more that i can't possibly name them out, but what can i say FML? nay i wouldn't say this, i would say this "just continue to fuck my life, for my life is already fuck and its no longer a virgin thanks :D"
