Am i fortunate or am i not ?
things just keep happening , and i do not know whether i am blissed to be in this family .
problems doesn't seem to leave my house alone
it just seem to be an unending terror and fear staying in this house
is this how a "Home" should be like ?
i know everyone would say,"No" but what can i do ?
i am born in this family and no matter how hard i try , i will still be in this family.
so what do i do ?
hang myself ? or even commit suicide ?
nay i am not going to do such a thing
i will just let "Fate" do his job
i have ever wondered whether did i commit something really bad in my pass
that cause me to suffer now
but i think it is just nonsense
lets think about it, u may did something rong in the past
but all those are in the past
So lets just fck this thing called "Fate"
However to think about it deeply
my family isn't really the worst as compared to others
i still have a caring and good mummy
she is who i am living for
i wan to make her to most fortunate mummy when i grow up
recently she said we should go on a trip
and i told her wan to go to hokkaido as i wanted to be there long ago.
She just agreed to it and said we shall go ,
but we do not know when we are going .
called the travel agency about the fare
and we thought that it is better to go down to one of the travelling package exhibition
so long live my mum !
i just hope that this would be a successful trip
as we always said we wanted to go but in the end failed to do so.
i am already counting down for the days i have to work
1 more week and i will say fck u too all the stupid customer
speaking of which, one uncle tried to be funny with me
he talked to me as if he is talking to his slave
just imaging how he actually communicated with me
i just wan to say something to the uncle,
" uncle i know where u are staying as i se u quite often nearby my house. So if you are going to make my life difficult, i will make your's living in hell! Just go fck ur mother can ? you are a disgrace to all singaporean and also to all chinese! you should be ashamed on yourself ! Mother fcking chee bye!"
i have more to say , but it is just so hard to put it in words.
maybe beating him up would cool my boiling"volcano" down!
HAHAHA
