time is certainly an irritating shit
when you want the time to go faster
then u will see that the clock barely tick
but when u wish the time to pass slower
u will find that the clock ticks faster then it usually does
Though i have been working for only 7.30hours a day
but it just felt like i have been working for more then 12 hours
each time i look at my watch
the time have only past by 5 or even lesser mins
perhaps i have been looking at my watch and hoping to end my job fast
arh i just find it miserable just to work during the holidays
but i think i must conquer this feeling
i need to prepare for my future
i still need to work in future
like i have to work for more then 30 years
so if i were to say that it is very tough working
then i think i won't be able to succeed in my future
How cruel the HQ can be
forcing us to stand at all time
thinking that all of us are immortal
i know we are paid to work there
but can we at least take a sit or something ?
lets imagine people working in a much more longer hour place
they will have to stand for 13hours !
think about it ! it is 13 hours !!!
just 4 times working in such a long hour cause my feet to be swollen with something like a "waterbag" .
So we have got to consult a doctor as the "waterbag" are terribly big
there u go we will have to spent our money on consulting a doctor
and how about the foods and travel ?
if we were to calculate them together
we barely earn anything !
but phew i got myself a good location
where i only have to stand for 7.30hours
and travel on take like a few cents a day
i realli pity those who are working or such a long hours
Thought that everything is going perfectly fine
but soon realise that there is a hole in it
and it is getting bigger and bigger
But what can i do ?
i am being caught in between so many things
something by just having to make a small decision can cause me to scarifice a bigger thing
So i guess i will just let the hole gets bigger
not gonna try to fixed it
I need a break as in mentally !
i can't be thinking of so many things during the holiday!
Frastrated and pissed off...
So in a matter of time , things will be different ...
